Wednesday, March 12, 2008
i seriously wonder how im going to do for BT 1.
omg.
feel so darn unprepared !
like NO TIME !
ahh.
math is driving me up the wall.
anw, i had a match yst.
hahah yes i lost duh.
but i swear if i was in sec sch i would've beaten her !
haha wadever.
i really miss training and really jus whacking the shuttle like no one's business.
i cant even drop now or smash right.
wad's this.
dun need to talk abt netting alr la haha.
anw,
i met Xiao Jing, Nicole, Chew, Amanda, Rachel and omg Cherie !
ahh speak of the devil la.
i jus recently went to Friendster her thn bump into her.
omg she's so pro now pls.
sports sch.
and she says that Cheryl's in NUS.
duh she's so smart la !
anw, it was really nice to see everyone.
and nice Victor and ANNOYING Shawn came down to support me.
well, technically Victor only cause Shawn claims he was looking for his true love LOL.
aftr the match i rushed down to sch.
at least it was at CCAB so i could at least sneak home to grab my shoes and leave.
oh and did i mention i intelligently left my bdmt shoes in sch?
so i had to stick wit my old pair hahah.
which was kinda dusty ahem.
whn i was in sch i was literally falling aslp pls.
and i didn do any work for chem remedial :/
see, hence the worry for unpreparedness.
must chiong man.
ahh but i cant stand the eagerness to finish revising.
rushing also no point but ahhh.
cant take it, really quite annoying.
aftr chem remedial i rushed to math tuition.
i cabbed there.
but before i cabbed i was drenched la.
dumb rain.
anw, so nice.
i board directly sharp at 5pm.
peak hour -.-
hahah but it was nice to have free dinner frm my tutor.
we ordered pizza.
tuition was as productive cause it was more consultation and i was pretty much...
DEAD.
anw, i was supposed to meet Victor whom i didn knw was waiting for me.
im so SORRY !
thnks for always encouraging me (:
sigh.
nowadays i fell damn sian la.
study study.
thn
ure frickkin in my head for some stupid reason i dno why.
and sch's extra EXTRA sian.
hate sch i seriously do.
oh wells, a few more months cris.
cmon !
aftr A's im gonna rock the whole house down watch me.
that's if i dun feel too guilty of doing badly in my A's.
eh !
no no.
i WONT.
i'll do well.
i hope :/
sigh.
i really have damn bad karma this yr.
and i suddenly miss my Bestie):
oh okay.
i better go.
study cris.
STTUUUDDYY.
-dreads.
yawn.
dang.
Friday, March 07, 2008
sigh.
today got back chinese results.
i got a frickkin E.
damn yes it's a pass.
but its 45%.
im not re-taking cos its chinese and its quite pointless especially if im thinking of going overseas right.
today was a really bad day.
everyday is.
but today's really bad.
the rest did quite okay i guess.
anw,
i feel REALLY
lonely today.
i do everyday.
today's like super alone la.
sigh.
even
you aren there wth.
oh wells.
i really have no mood to talk abt anything today.
and gp was uh...alright.
paper 2 was harder.
yeap.
and i dno how sajc did for the As cause i didn go to witness it.
was too distraught with my results and running around.
and i needed to get back to Linda Tan dang.
anw,
i wonder if Clarence did get one of the top lol.
he was still counting the number of possible A's he'd get that Wed night.
oh, im damn proud of my seniors !
Wei Qi and Wei Ying both freakkiinngg got 4As.
pro la pls.
and Victor did not too bad either but he just think it isn good enough.
i think you guys did well ! (:
sadly i didn get to see any of my seniors except Clarence who conveniently walked past my home room and i saw him at the hall.
the hall was really packed and i just felt so down i just didn want to hang there.
oh and i saw Alwin too.
i wonder how he did.
i didn approach him cause he disappeared as i was abt to hahah.
and he came back in army outfit !
cool (:
i hope i can see myself in Wei Qi's shoes next year !
i bet Wei Ying will laugh at me if i told him how i did for Chinese.
hahah.
anw, thnks Hui Qin, Kah Hwee, NESSA, MUMMY, Victor and Jia Han for comforting me (:
love y'all (:
sigh.
anw,
1 down 4 papers left to go.
i've NEVER felt so unprepared in my life.
exams another 9 days away and i felt i haven touched a thing.
dang.
nvm cris,
its only BT 1 !
but i dun wanna get straight Us !
dammm !
i can i can !
i hope? :/
sigh.
i'd better stop the hoping and start doing my work.
i slept from 530 to 730 jus now with a few disturbances thanks to incoming smses.
anw, i shall go study i hope.
damn no mood today ):